So what if i got 2nd when i was sec1, and 1st when i was sec2 for crosscountry? So long ago that maybe i myself might forget about it. & Now, I got, and will get nothing for my last two years. Last year, i didnt run simply coz i was afraid to lose. stupid much?ya. This year, just as i thought i would do myself some justice and win sth, i am putting braces on that particular day-.-