im suddenly so scared, so afraid of everything. Why cant i be the person that i wna be? i know this isnt me i know i can do better i know it. all i have to do is to prove it, which i cant. and why? i dont know. i really dont. sucks when people judge you by your performance which clearly wasnt your best and you can do nothing about it. w.o God i wouldve been so worthless that i wont even want to show my face to the world. Thank God for God and yes this is a new start this is the time of my life i gotta prove it,and i really hope i can, for once. sucks when you dont get the things, the people,the results that you want. worse still, you cannot do anything about it. i can go on and on, ranting about how lousy i feel but at the end of the day what's the point? no one really cares. Life's a challenge, a mountain for me to move. and i will.
wait. did i mention that im only 16 this year?