This holiday is actually starting to feel like.... a holiday for now with frequent trips out of my house meeting friends whom i havent hung out in awhile like youngjun, adrian, bryan.... and doing things i havent done in a long time like.. playing streetball? wish the whole of the holiday could be like this just spending time doing the things i want w.o having to be reminded that i have to study(-.-?!). anyway gna meet them again tonight, hope flaunt would be enjoyable.

and ive come to realise that... no point holding on to my unfulfilled hopes desires wants, feeling so sore and angsty each time i get reminded of it. let go faith, let go. It will be restored.