you can't see what i see

i feel like.. going on a holiday to places ive never been to before i wna stay at some small cottage house waking up to the smell of...grass and fresh air having pancakes and milk for breakfast and playing my guitar under the tree the whole afternoon all alone. sounds like what you watch on tv yes thats the kind of life i wna have for...awhile. so jealous of my sister going to---->london, paris, oxford, cambridge, scotland for her grad trip. i want to graduate NOW. but im only in year1. jc year 1. long route ahead faith.

side note: gotta start having expectations for camp.