So.. tuesday afternoon at home once again thanks to as you all already know-intestinal flu. ikr, what the hell is that. i have no idea all i know is that the pain is somehow or rather excruciating to the point where i almost, just almost wanted to overdose on sleeping pills just so i wouldnt feel the pain. wonder how i survived the past 2 nights. hmm. plan to go to syafiq's house for hari raya is kinda.. off. and i feel quite guilty about it :/ was really looking forward to it but thanks to the weak intestine of mine....
wanted to use today to do productive stuff for once like studying and more studying. was practicing my violin halfway and the brother had to come home with his girlfriend. at 1pm. don't they have to work?! nah they dont, artist..... not gna continue playing anymore cause i dont like people to witness the screeching sound i produce on something i love but have yet to master. owells.
maybe i should realise... all along its just me. being paranoid, thinking too much, constantly looking back and regretting, wishing i had done this better or didnt do that or looking too far out into the future, hoping i turn out like this or that. its september already. ok faith, focus on the one thing needful. yup.
anyway here's for my friend who is currently.. half a world away,15hrs behind and very likely not to see this.. but anyway, hope you're doing fine there. remember whatever that's written, always applies. :')
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