fix you

fixyou is on repeat mode i think its the 5th time running now. i think its official that promos is over. yup im surprisingly not as excited nor happy as i thought i would be mainly because like everyone says.. the papers didnt turn out how i expected them to be infact they were pretty much inhuman. i dont know. there runs a risk of me.. not making it? but no i should just keep hoping for the best cus hope never disappoints yeah?
''lights will guide you home and ignite your bones''

talk with mrkhoo and the rest of the team about the prospects and expectations of the team next year, not forgetting the target setting part which again punched reality right into my face. team of four set out to achieve top four in 2012. wow thats definitely a new for.. any team for that matter. ok technically we have nine just that somehow through a series of unfortunate event(s) it leaves attendence to be filled by the famous 4 time and again and again and.. i lost count. ''why did you all join basketball?'' then i realised that i didnt have a choice it was my way of entry into that college due to rejection by another. funny how my classmates and some others think that im really really good at it and thus.. the nickname ''legend'' for laughter. its so hard to keep up with your peers improving at an exponential rate while you remain.. stagnant. its been like that for awhile too long i think im getting sick at remaining at this level so im all set out to accomplish what i didnt this year. it goes back to proving you wrong, my worth, and just.. giving my all for the last time maybe. though i hope not. okay go faith go!

anyway its friday and its PPP later----->postpromosparty!!*finally* but its osmgirls baking sesssion before that over at pan's place so yup see ya soon i will be back with a proper post! and photos. :)