i have been staring at this space for far too long. okay i should start typing.

Above is my favourite people, my family. here to say happy (slightly belated) 19th birthday to my sis as u can see the one that drove us to buy gongcha omg thank God my mom bought insurance for us... ha ha ha. so.. in 6 days time im turning seventeen but strangely i dont feel anything this year, though im pretty sure im gna have a good time with all my lovelies out there *inserts smiley face* yup. i do hope its more memorable than my 16th (not denying that it was indeed quite memorable).

i think i lost sight of myself. i like the old me better. where did all the determination and confidence go? oh, probably crushed by all the disappointments. that aside, it should be realised that there's only so much i can offer and since its pushed aside, nothing left.