random school moments

Not very motivated to go to school with bulk of it being on Project Work and Chinese, which explains why i was absent once and late (rather late) twice alone this week. owells. i feel like a pig im always so lazy and it just gets worse if this goes on i would probably win an award for it, not kidding. i sleep in school everyday, every hour, every time i have a chance to. hm..i should start doing things that i used to like, like reading..violin.. swimming.. maybe just maybe starting again would bring back my interest in it.

anyway, i take back what i said earlier afew post back about trying even though u know the outcome, as its alright because atleast you tried. i think its plain dumb why invest time and effort knowing the outcome wouldn't be what you want? at the end of the day the only person that loses out is yourself.
okay i should leave now.