jeremiah 29:11-14

It was a busy yet lovely sunnday family day. Strictly pancakes with the sister, followed by crashing the other sister's room at pan pac hotel, that explains the awesome tea. and finally dinner with the family at casserole, sentosa. Photo spam gives me a reason to lesson my word count here right, getting pretty lazy these days. okay let today be an exception okay i forsee a wordy post coming up~
Its wednesday already how time flies cant wait for the next 2days to be over (training day camp) but before it happens, welcome to yet another session of faith's usual ranting routine. this sentence said by mr neo(?) this afternoon caught my attention- once the player gives up, he can never improve. then it took my mind on a roller coaster ride way back to the past, before bringing me back to the painful reality. Oh how i stopped improving.

Pardon me (and my thick skin) but i feel that i was some how some what pretty good in my lower secondary school days. Remember how the team survived those monster michael wong trainings to eventually getting the wz top4 hah it felt good. i felt.. pro. yes i did. that was then, end of story. cant stress how much of a disaster it has been from when i was ..15? till now 17. three full years, pretty much wasted especially now that im in you-know-what-school. But who is to blame? i should not let anyone/any school/any team be the reason for my inadequacies for it belongs to me, i, myself. then and again, i've always believed that where ever im placed is where's best for me. No doubt sa isnt my dream school but what would life have been like in another? i really dont know and not really interested to know anw so.. guess it all comes back to one thing and if i wna be good again, i gotta have the mindset i had back then, with more faith this time round.