almost

Sonata in D-Allegro on repeat mode for the 7th time running already. Its raining and im home with all the time in the world yup so life's pretty great for now. i just need to keep my fingers moving till the skin peels off for the next 2hrs and a short break before embarking on a short trip to clementi for the most dreadful 1 hr of my..day..violin lesson. It feels more like an obligation rather than interest already and at times like this i always wonder why did i even start. after so long... sigh guess i need some divine intervention here.

I don't think the word socially awkward suits me, obviously, but rather let's see.. hmm socially lazy? yeah i created that word. i lost interest in talking to people, friends, new friends, anyone for that matter hahaha ok this is a random post on a random day you guys don't have to bother reading it. on a happier note, im going in to msia for a day with pesdy amos and sherlyn, hope its fun.