was a lovely one.sorry for the sudden disappearance for awhile.. So, trip to bkk this time with the family was good as expected. went straight to the indoor stadium after we touched down for newcreation's annual christmas service and after missing two years of christmas service, i have to say that this year's was really an eye opener for me. spectacular. the lightings, performance, the message, everything. one of the reason why i love this season so much-spending it in the house of God. another reason why i look forward to christmas everyyear, is because (besides the gift exchange) there is such joy in this season, its like living in a different realm altogether (k maybe its just me) but yup. Guess its a kind of supernatural joy that can't be explained. :)
Its the second last day of 2011 and soon it will be 2012. how time flies huh. 2011 has taught me many things that i never thought would happen to me; life can be tough. it may sound like a joke to you, but this was what i realised this very year. For the past few years, i've always had what seemed to me, a almost perfect life. no not any straight As student with the to die for face and body, but still, contented enough with...ok almost everything. just keep it that way, considering the amount of self effort invested. As for this year, some may say that im really blessed, to have achieved what's necessary with such little effort, (and i truely thank God for that) but behind all these accomplishment, if any, was a long, dreadful, tiring and tough journey coupled with doubts of many kind. never would i have expected to have so many disappointments come crushing down on me consecutively. Though i never got an answer as to why i had to go through a journey of this kind, but i guess it was an opportunity for me to grow inwardly and im thankful to have people from jcsouth that constantly remind and give advices that can edify me.
2012 would without doubt be a tough year, probably the toughest in my life thus far, with giant As to conquer and season and violin and.. ya.. but still, im looking forward to it because its time for a new walk and im actually really excited. okay anw, gna spend the last few moments of 2011 and first few moments of 2012 with my girls at kelly's place tomorrow! oh, and i tried reviving my fs but guess its better off dead, isit? let's see.
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