picnic/pepsi cola/touchrug/piktures at sentosa sunny island ^^Haven't stepped into that beach for 2 years now. yes thats how much i dislike the sand.. sun.. and.. yeah. thankGod the weather was really great this morning tho, no sun at all!
So i have been thinking.. okay i said i lost interest in guys already (no not that im interested in girls) actually its more of losing interest in relationships, and not because of my previous one which ended earlier this year but i dont know i just.. dont feel it anymore?i figured i might just be too young for a serious relationship. not that 17 is too young, but i know i definitely am not ready yet and besides, i wouldnt have any time next year with season, alevels and all. then and again, why is a relationship even necessary? i dont see a need to constantly have someone there with me all the time. i admit it is nice to have someone there for you when you're feeling down and defeated, or share your happy moments with, but honestly is it worth all the heartbreaks,pain and trouble? i went through one before and i swore i would never ever wna go through that again. isnt heartbreak too painful a thing for someone to even bear? ''its better to have loved and lost than never loved before'' how true is that? half. okay think about it. you get into a serious r/s, you have a wonderful 1 year rs and it ends. what happens? you are sad, you cry, you bury all those fond memories and half a year later, you're strangers all over again. Those lovely moments? it loses all its magical and special feel that was once so evidently present. wasted? yup. painful? yup. so.. i probably wouldnt want to get into one anytime soon unless im sure enough that he will be worth it. need to learn to guard your heart, people.
on a lighter note, im gg to bkk till christmas! :)
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