Wednesday, January 18, 2012

even if it leads nowhere

kiwi cup 2012

''I think raffles forgot how the kiwi cup look like alr, after not seeing it for 6years'' -hahaha my pe teacher /the rugby teacher. That was last friday,the annual kiwi cup when st andrew's won raffles 8-7. So, school has been school, with multiple MSAs in a week alone and im so glad this is week is coming to an end, but only to be introduced to chinese.. new year. owells, good to use some time off to hopefully get some extra cash and short term entertainment.

Ok here's the thing. the only reason why im still typing away despite fatigue kicking in at this hour (still very early, i know. always anyway), is because i feel like it. sigh sooooo i guess i was a little confused lately feeling abit lost and cheated maybe, resulting in some sudden outburst of angst and anger, coupled with moodswings of many kind, as testified by my family. But they brushed it off anyway and so did i. *disappointed face ya* So here im, back to my all sober and calm state doing what im best at-letting all the thoughts run through my head once more and try to catch a glimpse of understanding despite knowing that it will bring me back to my somehow or rather confused state againnnnn which i just so happen to get out of. ok probably not. Actually there really isnt a need for yall to read this cause yall wont know what im talking about anyway.. with regards to the subject.. so... goodnight people. have a happy chinese new year :)

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