almost magical

I figured i should update this space as often as i can as of now, till school starts... cause life would be pretty hectic then. This last week of holiday was/is going to be quite a busy one, meeting all the different people while i am still free.

after afew, ok maybe just two, htht sessions with @lulumilopeng, i realised what he said was quite true. (tho i disagree with him on many grounds, still) Everyone probably need/want someone or something there on many occasions be it just to cuddle, talk, waste time or spend time together. Helps you get by your day. but those are what we probably just name as flings~ nice fun for a short while then you start to get bored of each other and hold it till one day one party decides that its time for a change. So it is basically quite meaningless, so to speak, but who says everything has to have a meaning, a purpose? probably just for pure fun, no harm i guess?having said that, noo i don't have a fling.. Dont think i will ever have one cause i do not want to end up falling for that person and have it end up like.. a game over.

so i was thinking.. how about liking someone whom will never feel the same way as you do? some say its a good thing (reasons yet unknown) same say its quite a painful thing-that i kinda agree. you do things you usually dont do, you are willing to give almost anything up just for a moment with that person and you feel like you're the happiest person on earth when you get your moment its almost magical then reality slaps you in the face and you realise.. its all one sided. i dont get why people like someone whom they know wouldnt like them back haha ofcourse i dont as it cant be explained anyway, duh. k i should stop sounding like some broken hearted girl at 12mid night nahhh nothing's wrong just the usual me, spending my nights reflecting...unnecessarily. goodnight people. school's starting in 3days time. and im taking out my braces soon :)