broken brights

here to say yeah so i skipped cross country because i felt that my inadequacy wouldnt bring me very far-top10 and regretted right there and then because i realised it still would have..? (pardon me but yes, very likely) owells, nevermind! that aside, im glad a huge burden just got unloaded this evening whilst my dad was driving me to violin lesson. in response to my pathetic whining about what's gna happen if i fail my grade 6, he said ''no issue, daddy wont be angry with you'' wow
And when my mom,at the dinner table, told my dad to give me the serious talk about my studies, he simply said ''faith, vision straight As!'' my dad is truely a gift from God and im glad that fact is irrevocable.

So.. season is coming and yes my low carb diet plan has been working out pretty well! for the past 3 days atleast.. err its alittle ironic i know cause i should be getting fitter and building some muscles since season IS coming and apparently im too weak, as according to everyone sigh i remb how my teammates laughed at me in the gym when i couldnt do some weights the other time *:( haha but i love them still. ok enough of random typing before my thoughts start their own xcountry, its probably time to immerse my body mind and soul into my world of dreams and fantasy yet again and insomnia should give me a break already.