thousandth

Fifth time running- first round team. its easy to blame the team the coach the ref the luck but face it. From the way we played, we did not deserve anything anyway. besides constantly falling short of personal expectations.... maybe its time to realise that.. That is where i actually stand. no where good enough. It has been 2 good years of stagnation leading to wasted opportunities and crushed hopes. oh, I say what's new. plunging into the abysmal depths of despair again? Its a cycle I'm all too familiar with already. faith, how useless?