like the fourth of july

desperate attempt to make my way to the nearest starbucks got thwarted by the rain and its unpredictable frequencies as well as the lack of determination to dig out a good book, resulting in the lonely soul spending her day at home doing what she's best at.-formulating reasons of life ha ha ha plus some korean drama and constant concussion on the bed due to..tiredness? the weather's so good sigh wish i had someone to snuggle under my animal farm blanket with me but ok that wont happen anytime soon haha just a thought. oh thoughts.

margaret thatcher once said ''your thoughts would become your words, your words would become your actions,your actions would become your fate and your fate would become your destiny'' ok not totally accurate but something along that line if i remember correctly. that's like saying thoughts=destiny and i think i kinda agree, do you?

strangely i can't seem to chain up all that's swimming in my mind right now and translate them into words even though i was ready to type a pretty long and wordy post which no one would be interested in reading. maybe because i have too many things to say maybe because i am simply loss for words maybe because...nevermind. shall have my first meal of the day at 11pm some good post blueberry morning is ready for me devour. suddenly the past month feels like a dream altogether a dream that was over in a split second. what happened to june? time flies when times are good but good times dont rewind and replay themselves in reality like it does in your head faith.