distance

wanted to post up old photos of my 2010 days but.. figured i should not lest my friends burn me alive and flood me with ''faith, why u always post ugly photos from secondary school!!'' So i was scrolling through my facebook time line, and realise how life was so simple back then. With facebook status being the in thing, i realised how my simple child-like faith brought me through the whole year smoothly. dont get me wrong, it was no perfect year neither was it the highlight of my life till now. not at all. but i guess what's precious about that period was the peace i had inside of me despite a inner turmoil,if any, stirring up now and then.

no dont have to speculate the reason that triggered this post cus by now you should know (k or maybe not) im not one who needs an event to stir up feelings and thoughts. oh anw today was a pretty fine day, with me escaping school at 1pm, skyping with my best friend, falling asleep and now using the laptop. whats up tmr? history mock and its safe to say that im not at all adequately prepared ha ha whats new.. ok that aside, i actually havent felt so.. free in awhile.. well since i do not consider 2nights of massive headache thwarting my plans any peace.

oh back to the subject. so while jar of hearts is on replay, i do not rule out the possibility of this night being a slightly emotional one since.. i can. then and again, there's no reason for that to happen so i may just go back to mug for my history exam tomorrow. so yes my take home after scrolling through facebook is.. really to go back to the one thing needful cus humans humans humans..sigh. while people show you how beautiful life is, they can on the flipside, fail you hurt you leave you break you without them knowing it. but you can also respond, with somethingsomething along this line  ''looking back at it all, i see what could have been. but im also thankful for all that it was''. right? right. ok having said that, i realise how contradictory my post is and before i confuse myself or you any further, i should abruptly leave this space now. have a great friday.