shelter

glad to say that ive officially taken over my sister's bed. (really hope she doesnt see this) whats the difference? its higher, facing the windows directly, softer and i have more attachment to it. nothing bad about my own bed, really, i love it as much.

So i would like to complain about how my chronic headache is back coupled with this stomach of mine staging a rebellion, rejecting almost everything i eat thus putting me in alot of pain every now and then. think its time i visit a doctor...... also.. my home is currently undergoing a major renovation and while im utterly excited for the end result, the current process of packing and drilling results in nothing more than repulsion towards my own space. (yes very sad to say) sigh guess i need to be more appreciative of my surroundings and...pray about this maybe..

enough of random rambling.

its the second of september and oh i didnt realise august just happened. it did? can't really remember what i was doing all through august hm guess it was the usual school home sleep study routine, with nothing very significant to impact me in any way possible. except maybe halfway through i lost something...

i've always known to be pretty pretty unappreciative of the people i should and i apologise for that because i was never one who really bother about people. really. (no doubt i love my good friends and yes i appreciate them) but in this case, people in general. i've always thought of people as individuals who have their own private space which are.. private. so i do not seek to enter and explore what is theirs. or maybe because.. i really do not care. but when i do, it means that that individual is special and important enough for me to want attempt to break down some barries, both theirs and mine and to hopefully chance upon something stellar. that common space we find would probably consist of happiness and only happiness. how then can i bear to let go of something so amazing?