enchanted?

Faith, this guy. this swisscottage guy rivario savio is a guy you should never have accepted. He was all nice and caring while chasing you, then wasnt so nice after he got you, and dragged this relationship on for a whole 2 coming to 3months. only to mia on you when he went back to his beloved indonesia and totally avoided you when he's back, waiting for you to dump him. and his very good excuse was because he's leaving for australia in a week's time. i mean which guy does that? if a month ago you knew that you are leaving for aus this soon, you shouldve told her earlier to make things easier. like getting over this whole thing in the month when you were away, instead of keeping her waiting for you to actually contact her (which was really dumb) and avoiding her thinking that she would forget you and everything when you fly off. talk about good intentions and understanding huh. haha you thought this would have been the best way to end things. sadly, no. this was the worst way ever. i mean, i am guessing he doesnt have a heart? i bet he isnt half as guilty/sad as you think he would be, considering the way he treated this whole matter. and you. yes you. & he did not even apologise, not even once. shows alot right.

the first time i actually got into one in 3 years and this ending is one that would stay in my mind for quite some time. i dont know what to do with the memories though. are you keeping it? wait. were they even memories to you? or were they just some insignificant passing phase to you. i dont really know. im starting to think that people i treat well always treat me as something insignificant. why ah. was i that bad? k enough of self pity. now i should put ''none by jesus'' on repeat mode. thats all i need.