Thursday, January 13, 2011

We look to yahweh

meet the sister. (she is much prettier in real life okay) time to get my life back on track.
so regarding my mediocre Olevel results.. k im really grateful to get 10 points for my l1r4 but im really disappointed with my 15points for l1r5. i expected something much better? i mean i studied and trusted.. but i still have to thank God for exceeding my expectations for some subjects like chinese? haha i got a b3 for chinese can you believe it! k i know its like damn lousy to some of you cheena pok out there but its super good for my standard already yknow yeah if you know my standard..and my combined humanities. i studied the wrong topic for ss, and wrote an eassy when i dont even know what i was writing about and still got an A2. thank God, its really Him. for the rest, shall now dwell on it anymore.
i realise i just walked through a really good learning journey, regarding the matters of the heart. i mean haha how often does your relationship end because they are leaving to somewhere else. minus the fading of feelings and everything ofcourse. i guess there's a reason why i walked through it and im sure i would be much stronger after this. and i dont mean to flaunt my failed relationship and how hurt i am to everyone i really dont i just feel better typing everything out here. although im really puzzled as to why he can do this to me and move on so fast leaving me here, but guess its something i gotta accept and yeah suck it up haha. it was a good experience tho, and i dont want to feel so bitter anymore about how it ended and start this bitch war. so yup. shall fill my heart with Daddy's love all over again.
really thankful for everyone thats been there for me, and not get bored even though i repeated this story a million times. thankew Jesus

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