it takes a ocean not to break

Hi im still alive.
pardon the low quality pictures i liked them the way it is anyway.
I spent the last 2hours trying to differentiate, form sequences, prove them using mathematical induction and i came to a conclusion; math is alien. So besides revolting math grade (i probably brought the world revolting to a whole new level) there was an hour of my econs tutor punching us right in our faces with words that imply a very simple messsage- you will die for Alevels if you continue this way. Can i say, the whole week was a series of unfortunate ugly truths uncovering itself day by day.

Nevertheless, i managed to brighten my friday night by doing things i never should be doing;playing lan-midnight horror movie-supper at 3am-crash at 6am. (like there's no alevels) then and again, i never ever utilise my time effectively when presented the chance to which also means that the opportunity cost here isnt that great right. Oh gosh econs.

somethings mean more to me than any reasoning or superficial understanding can explain, albeit its simplicity and because im obliged to do what's best for myself, today i chose closure. metaphorically atleast. the heart will catch up soon.